Well today marks a day for me that I did not think would come. I have come out of the "Broom Closet" (so they say,) I have told my family and friends that I am pagan and a practicing solitary wicca, who believes in a God and a Goddess. So far so good. Everyone has been very nice and supporting. I am hoping it stays this way. I want to be able to see my friends, at coffee night, go to festivals, make my crafts and sell them and my jewelry too. Under Rosemoons Haven. I miss that so much. Or even Rosemoons Creations still working on those....anyways it feels so good to finally be me.
This" Blog" or Place to write my thoughts down is just that... Please do not expect correct punctuation,spelling,or editing, I am just me... I am simply trying my best. I am dysfunctional woman who is a mom and happily married wife coping with "Empty Nest whatever the Hell! " and It helps me to talk about it :) I know I did really great with my kids, I Love them very much!
Thursday, February 18, 2016
Coming Changes, I welcome.
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Life
I would love to take a "step" out of my room, my safe zone, how pathetic is that?! Anyways, I would love to take that "step" out. Of my safe zone and feel good. But I don't think it will ever happen. I have people constantly telling me what I'm doing wrong or here's what you should do... I fucking question myself so much. It makes my head hurt, I can't think, I want to think for myself. I really hate struggling back from where I have been. Just to want to go back there. Because I don't feel good enough. Fighting my demons is hard enough...I really don't need anything, or anyone else added to them. So HERES the deal. If I suddenly just move, get up, walk way, stop talking, whatever...The demons got to be to much, and I need to move away to somewhere quiet and alone, its best. Please understand. I have been doing this a long, long time. Its a fucking shitty life, but I would rather have patience family and friends in my life that understand and try to support me. Than some that don't.